Tome of Broken Thoughts

I'm extremely disappointed in your mother for acti...

2009-05-09T18:01:00.000-04:00

I'm extremely disappointed in your mother for acting that way, and I'm extremely proud of you for doing what's right for you. You're just proving that you're more of an adult than they'd otherwise allow you to be.

04] I'm entirely serious about cutting them out of...

2009-05-07T15:12:00.000-04:00

04] I'm entirely serious about cutting them out of my life forever. They deserve it.

06] Haha, I didn't think you would, but I'd feel terrible for keeping you from being with the rest of your friends.

How about we hang out for a bit in the early evening hours, then you go to Fallsview while Chris and I do our own thing the rest of the night? I hate Marilyn and Joanna, but I still want to see you.

07] Um, I've thought about that, but there've been times where I've tried to say something and they just kind of answer me curtly and then ignore me again. I just don't try to say something all that often, because there is honestly nothing to say to them.

I also don't think griping and complaining all night is going to make a very good first impression on them.

10] Yeah. I used to be sad that I was leaving her at the end of this year, but now I don't think I'll miss her.

OH MY GOD, another epic entry. @_@; This one's e...

2009-05-07T12:55:00.000-04:00

OH MY GOD, another epic entry. @_@; This one's even a two-parter! Good lord, girl. I haven't even gotten around to commenting on the other one, because my computer ate it. >.>

Okay. *cracks knuckles*

Part I: Few Days of Absenceo1] I don't think you of all people needs to worry about plagiarism.

o2] Yay Restaurant City! :D

o3] Fight = lame, but I already told you that.

o4] Cutting your parents out of your life is only good if it's temporary. Space is good, completely disowning the people who raised you and love you (yes, they do. Really.), isn't really a good thing. It will always be a sore spot in your life. I never ignored my father with the intention of it being permanent. I just wanted him to leave me the fuck alone for a while. Your parents might even learn something from the experience, and I know you will too.

In short: do it until it doesn't suit you anymore. If they're too set in their ways to help their little girl do something her way, then you'll just have to do it independently of them. It's just fodder for your biography. xD

o5] None taken, love. I've essentially been a hermit emo for a year.

I was always going to finish my course. It just hinged on my father not being a douchebag. I really don't know what I would've done if he'd cancelled it. Probably knife his tires.

Your ideas about the bank organization are quite good. I'll implement them when I'm able.

I'm definitely serious. I'm tired of being an epic failure, in all senses of the word. I'm terrified of being a failure, and the fact that one of my worst fears came true made me implode. It's so worrying to me that while I forget everything else, I still remember every single person I owe money to. I still remember that I owe Jo's mum twelve dollars from when we went to see the Lord of the Rings costume exhibit at the ROM in seventh grade. I owe Chris a drawing or five dollars. There are regrettably more. I'm sick of having to borrow money because I have none of my own.

o6] I wouldn't leave you alone all night. It wouldn't be right. I'd be so guilt-ridden that I wouldn't be able to enjoy myself at all.

Solutions:

- I go with them to the Fallsview for a couple hours, and then we go out and have fun for a couple hours, or vice-versa.

- We go out and do things that you're legally unable to while you have a lovely intimate dinner with Chris. There are a plethora of very good restaurants in the area.

Either way, I'll make sure you have a good time. n___n

o7] Oh, yes, his friends. >.> I'm not particularly fond of a lot of them, but I trust his judgment in people. They can't be all bad. Perhaps they're not approaching you because you don't say much. Try finding a common ground with them that's obvious, like your university woes. I'm sure they'll be able to identify with being worried that you won't be accepted to Guelph and having no money.

It's kind of horrible interacting with a group of people that have very few of the same interests as you. It's like relearning social skills all over again. You have to be extra charming, personable, and friendly, even if you really aren't necessarily those things (not saying you aren't). They're the same skills you'll need to apply for a job, so you're going to have to learn to project these eventually anyway. Think of Chris' friends as a test group. xD

o8] I'm glad to hear that you were able to come to a solution, even if it's only temporary. As things change, I'm sure you'll be able to find a new and different way to implement a more permanent solution. This seems to be a year of upheaval and personal growth for both of us.

Leftoverso9] Yay for cousins! I hope you have a good day. I miss my cousin so hardcore. ;___;

1o] Printer epic fail is no fun. My dad could probably get you a Canon Pixma for like $20. That's how much he paid for mine. it prints well and the scanner is quite good.

She shouldn't have done that. If someone else's marks are on the line, you do what they asked and you agreed to FIRST. I'd suggest perhaps asking someone else next time.

EPIC COMMENT IS EPIC.

That was a nicely long and happy entry! :D I rea...

2009-05-01T06:24:00.000-04:00

That was a nicely long and happy entry! :D I really do hope your surprise turned out well and that he enjoys it. Have a fantastic day tomorrow, mein liebe!

Comepletely unrelated.... Did you just link me to ...

2009-04-29T23:17:00.000-04:00

Comepletely unrelated.... Did you just link me to questionable content? Seriously? I check it every morning... it's an addiction!

Awww, honey...all I can say is that you shouldn't ...

2009-04-29T21:18:00.000-04:00

Awww, honey...all I can say is that you shouldn't worry about things that you have no control over, because you can't change them anyway. It's hard, I know, but having faith that everything will turn out okay is the only thing that keeps me from downing a bottle of acetaminophen and calling it a life. Things will get better, even if you have to walk through shadows to find light, and whatever happens, you won't be alone.

So you feel exactly like me. Fantastic. Dx Unde...

2009-04-29T02:29:00.000-04:00

So you feel exactly like me. Fantastic. Dx Understanding won't really help, but I suppose it might make you feel better.

Except for the bit that you're not going to tell the internet. I thankfully don't know how that feels.

I shall help you. It'll get better all the time, ...

2009-04-27T17:56:00.000-04:00

I shall help you.

It'll get better all the time, with a little help from your friends. ;P

I'm a Christian. Did I already tell you that? Well...

2007-11-27T22:39:00.000-05:00

I'm a Christian. Did I already tell you that? Well...I respect your beliefs ^^ I find it rather cool actually =D

Role play rocks by the way! So does your story on Gaia in your journal ^__^

That is so weird... your and my mom both quit via ...

2007-11-22T13:35:00.000-05:00

That is so weird... your and my mom both quit via hypnonsis...

Anyways. Yay on getting the part, even though I have already congratulated you. Oh and read my comment on your gaia journal xP

I wish I could have been there...kinda sounds like...

2007-11-20T14:24:00.000-05:00

I wish I could have been there...kinda sounds like the Lisa I know.

I hope you get the bit you wanted in the Play/show.

Don't forget Danny is going to turn him into mushy peas... and I'm going to help.

Lol, "I'm impressed... and a little frightened." I...

2007-11-17T18:26:00.000-05:00

Lol, "I'm impressed... and a little frightened." I wanted to comment so I can say your right! Being on the computer for so long can be so boring. I want to try as hard as I can to go out there and plan something with my friends. (Not that I already haven't gosh I'm making myself sound like a lonely little girl.)

Enough about me :) I hope you get the part~!